I’ve decided to stop sharing most of my feelings with people. It gets me nowhere. Sure, there will be some people that I trust enough with my thoughts, but I’m going to keep most details to myself. I am really just going to try and stay in a neutral state. I can never seem to keep happiness and I always fall into sadness. It’s more like giving into sadness though. I just need to keep my priorities straight and when certain obstacles or assurances happen, I will handle them as properly and calm as I can. I don’t want to be a push over and I don’t want to overreact. I should start meditating. 

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I think I hate him.

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Things are getting bad again. I do not like this.

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Cause it’s my asshole best friend’s birthday. Woopy fucking doo. Please have fun having sex with the girl who has a boyfriend, you disrespectful twat. 

If you can’t tell. I am quite angry with my friend. He sometimes doesn’t use his brain.

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Making double chocolate donuts like a boss. (Taken with instagram)

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PEW PEW BANG KABOOOM UHGADSEMNRTYXL POOF UH KAZAAM!

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Pinky out~

Somewhat intentionally too. In ways, I don’t care. Which probably makes me a bad person. I don’t feel special though. I feel like every other girl he talks to, and I’ve been okay with that, but now with the distance, it’s getting to me. So I’m just going to not do anything. What’s the point?

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Pizza and cozy clothes since the temperature dropped significantly! 

I love him.

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The Garden of the Gods

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When we were at the vineyard I wanted a shirt that had all the wineries listed on the back and it came in black or maroon. I was telling my mum about it and she was like “okay, go grab the black one”. My family just assumes I wanted black because I always wear black. NO MOTHER, I ACTUALLY WANT THE COLOURED SHIRT. SHEESH. Hahaha. I can be colourful, honest.

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• Shower && get ready
• Write my penpal a very long letter
• Go to work
• EAT EAT EAT
• Do absolutely nothing (unless someone actual wants to see thus mug of a face)
• So, maybe go out in public. MAYBE.

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Time to watch Harry Potter and stuff my face until I fall asleep.