Drinking tea and trying to keep myself calm.
softpork: yeah the 90’s were so great i loved having to get off the internet because my parents needed to use the phone I remember this… hahaha. oh fuck.
Do you ever think about so much and then suddenly...
This is happening to me right now. It happens too often. I am thinking about my best friend. I am thinking about my boyfriend. I am thinking about how much money I have in the bank. How my tattoo will turn out. How much homework I have to get done. How I want to spend time with family and friends, but since I have homework, I cannot. Then they get bummed because I cannot see them which makes me...
A message I will not be sending to Luke:
Hi again. I hope you do not get mad at me for wanting to message you again today. You responded even though I told you not to. I knew you would. I am glad you still love me. Because I am not sure what I would do if I lost another person I love. I often think about that. What I would do. I feel like I would not do anything. Just go numb and be still and my eyes would see nothing yet everything and...