May 2010
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May 26th
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I totally fucked up this week.
May 26th
I don’t wanna go to awards night….
May 18th
ash brownn: May 16, 2010 →
c00lbeans: ashleyaautomatic: c00lbeans: Although prom was wonderful with Shawn and him & I get along well, and we have so much in common, it just isn’t going to work. I don’t love Shawn the way he deserves to be loved. I can’t keep dragging this on but I don’t know what to do. Today I watched the Hawk’s game with Ryan and it was awkward…  okay heres the plan, we find a place this...
May 17th
10 notes
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May 17th
“If at first you don’t succeed, it won’t hurt to smoke some weed.”
– Ganjaaaaaaa
May 17th
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ash brownn: May 16, 2010 →
c00lbeans: Although prom was wonderful with Shawn and him & I get along well, and we have so much in common, it just isn’t going to work. I don’t love Shawn the way he deserves to be loved. I can’t keep dragging this on but I don’t know what to do. Today I watched the Hawk’s game with Ryan and it was awkward…  okay heres the plan, we find a place this summer to go to the beach every day...
May 17th
10 notes
Wow, I was recommended to read a blog by someone by the name of bookshelf porn…. weird. roflmao.
May 17th
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May 16, 2010
Although prom was wonderful with Shawn and him & I get along well, and we have so much in common, it just isn’t going to work. I don’t love Shawn the way he deserves to be loved. I can’t keep dragging this on but I don’t know what to do. Today I watched the Hawk’s game with Ryan and it was awkward but nice to see him again. I hope we can stay friends and move on...
May 17th
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How am I going to tell him…
May 16th
hahahaha oh, Scotty Brooke →
May 16th
I’m kinda in a pickle :/ I’m not sure what to do… I’m going to go over to Ryan’s and watch the Hawk’s game.  I wish it was possible to O.D. on coffee.
May 16th
I want a mountain of pillows and endless vanilla iced coffee.
May 16th
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Should I feel bad?
May 16th
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May 15th
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I seem to be perfect at ruining everything and being hated.
May 13th
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WHITE FLAG WARRIOR
May 13th
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“That’s just my way of saying that I love you, I love you, I do”
May 13th
Decisions..
Dye my hair back to black, dye my hair blonde again, and/or get my old haircut back? I don’t know what to do.
May 13th
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I want everything to change.
May 13th
3 notes
I can’t even stand on my own two feet.
May 9th
Is anybody out there? Anybody? Somebody? Please, help me. Somebody.
May 9th
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May 9th
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“Does my existence frighten them? I really think it does.”
May 9th
May 08, 2010
They say, “When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.” Well, what if you haven’t gotten any lemons? What are you supposed to do? I feel lemonless, to say the least. I have never felt so depressed in my life, I think. One time, and that was severe. I couldn’t even get out of my bed for a few days, it was so awful. At least right now I can cover up my feelings and try to put...
May 9th
My family is falling apart.
May 9th